Friday 8 January 2016

"Exceedingly Cold, Almost Icy" - The Monstrous Personal Chronicle in Robert Aickman's "Pages From a Young Girl's Journal"

R. P. Fox

Although loosely categorised under “Horror” (presumably so that bookshop attendants might know where to shelve him), Robert Aickman's stories are for the most part unbound by genre. Instead of wheeling out well-worn horror tropes or standard ghost story fare, Aickman instead experiments with psychological hauntings – subconscious, murmuring tales, rooted in traumas, that tend to manifest first in the mind, before feeling their way out into the wider world. An Aickman protagonist frequently becomes psychologically affected by the events described, and such experiences often instigate a form of equally estranged empathy in the reader. “Pages From a Young Girl's Journal”, although ostensibly adhering to Aickman's signature adumbration of a psychologically-complex narrator threatened by a malevolent force, represents something of a stylistic departure. As its prosaic title claims, “Pages” embodies an artefact – an epistolary diary. It is also Aickman's sole literary acknowledgement of vampires (though the term itself never appears within the story). The resultant narrative is completely authentic in shape but, through a calculated deviation, begins to alienate the reader, as it moves from the innocence of the mundane to the incoherence of horror.

The fictional document, of which the epistolary novel is arguably the most rehashed form, has of course been a particularly popular stylistic vehicle for supernatural tales. Edgar Allan Poe, H. P. Lovecraft and, of course, Bram Stoker, routinely produced texts shaped as first-hand “accounts” of supernatural events, chronicled with exacting detail. Dracula, whilst inhabiting an intricate bricolage of several document formats (including professional journals, medical reports, personal diaries, newspaper clippings and a ship's log), is ultimately a consummately Gothic text, where consistently rich, sensual description causes the fragmented projection of its myriad pseudo-documents to seem of secondary concern. Through Dracula the reader comes to understand the maddening horror of how the vampire passes on his legacy, through the systematic seduction and vampiric conversion of his victims. The description of events is often chilling, of course, but also a trifle anatomical. Little is, in actual fact, left to the imagination. In a similar capacity H. P. Lovecraft's short tale, “Dagon”, whilst elaborately presenting the mythology of some ancient horror, is pointedly scholarly in its description of an imminent threat. Despite the narrator’s claims to be “writing this under an appreciable mental strain,” at the end of the story he still finds time to comment on a noise at the door, a sound “as of some immense slippery body lumbering against it.” (9)

In contrast, through “Pages” readers ultimately find themselves drawn personally closer to the effects of the horror. The supernatural begins to utilise the medium itself, perpetuating its own narrative through the journal entries via its victim, allowing for a brief, private glimpse of its horrific intentions, before shutting the door of comprehension completely.

Gothic fiction allowed the madness of reporting to become the poetics of reporting. A potentially objective narrative form is literary rather than realistic. “Pages” can be read as a commentary on the fallibility of exchanging one absolute for another – the poetics of madness of the Gothic era, for the earnest self-consciousness of Modernism and beyond. In one capacity, Aickman’s tale is a satire of the perpetuated mythology surrounding nineteenth-century Gothic literary hierarchy. Through a formal domestication of the vampire via the mimetic authenticity of a teenage girl's journal, “Pages” harnesses the supernatural using the technique of the personal narrative, rather than the distancing abstraction often driving a third-person narrative. In another capacity, “Pages” is a commentary on twentieth-century literary preoccupation with what Robert Scholes coins the “monstrous personal chronicle,” (109) and the fallibility of assumed authenticity. When highlighting the abundance of personal journals routinely published between the World Wars and beyond (chiefly, but not exclusively by the Modernists), Scholes describes the narrative of many as constituting “formal monstrosity,” (110) where the reader needs to expect a looseness of structure, and a lack of narrative closure, in many circumstances. Regardless of actual subject matter, during the initial entries of “Pages” the reader will need to be prepared for any prosodic turbulence. Ellipses, unreliable narration, assumption and other literary devices encourage schematic discourse. By pooling together expectations of epistolary form, the reader should potentially perceive character traits in the narrator, and identify narrative.

It is when the narrator begins to report conflicting, seemingly inexplicable events, that schematic coherence is challenged. During one entry, the narrator claims to have seen “something unexpected” as she was “going upstairs to bed” one night. She discovers the contessina (their host’s young daughter) being “hugged by a man,” whom she assumes “could only have been one of the servants, though I was not really able to tell.” (Aickman, 100) The contessina and the male figure are reported as occupying “complete darkness,” and “never moved a muscle” as the narrator approached. (101) Several entries later, the narrator reports engaging with a male figure at a social event who appears “quite as if he had emerged from between the faded tapestries that covered the wall or even from the tapestries themselves.” (107) The narrator soon becomes infatuated with this anonymous man, claiming that “everything he said (at least after that first conventional compliment) spoke to something deep within me, and everything I said in reply was what I really wanted to say.” (109) Yet, during the party, and each subsequent time the figure is reported to appear, no other character seems to acknowledge him. The narrator unconsciously attempts to rationalise the figure's lack of presence around the others: “It occurred to me that he might be bashful about showing himself in his full years by the bright lights of the supper tables.” (110) His ability to return to the invisibility of shadows is justified as being merely a form of social politeness.

Aickman's anonymous figure would appear to occupy what Christine Berthin calls the “supernatural Real” (36) within the Gothic. The vampire remains singular and unique, by giving no reflection in a mirror and by having no earthly double. He is one of a kind. Therefore, because Aickman's potentially supernatural figure is acknowledged solely by the narrator, he remains “Real”.

Any rationalisations attempted by the narrator soon shift towards purer encapsulations of the figure's supernatural state. By night the figure regularly visits her private chambers, and these trysts are recounted in the entries that follow. The encounters apparently begin to have an intoxicating effect on the narrator, who consciously exclaims that: “As well as being torn by emotion, I am worn to a silken thread.” (Aickman, 114) Unspoken vampiric themes – a vulnerable female preyed upon, seduced by, and gradually “sapped of life” by a mesmeric predator – are brought to the foreground.

Even the narrator’s descriptions progressively edge further toward the Gothic. Her metamorphosis towards vampirism is at first represented corporeally. When the narrator's mother pricks her finger during needle-work, the narrator pounces and sucks the finger ravenously, later reporting how “the strangest part was that it tasted delightful; almost like an exceptionally delicious sweetmeat!” (116)

The transition from the humanity of accepted belief, to the inhumanity of blasphemy, brings to the fore the psychological effects too. The narrator is shocked by her own “positively irreverent thoughts.” (117) She finds herself “wondering how efficacious God's Word could be for Salvation when droned and stumbled over by a mere uncanonised layman such as Papa." (118) The narrator's increasingly abstract thinking also begins to exemplify traditionally Gothic imagery, with themes of blood, nocturnal activity, and sexual undertones: “The old moon is drenching my sheets and my night-gown in brightest crimson. In Italy, the moon is always full and always so red. Oh, when next shall I see my friend, my paragon, my genius!” (121)

Although Aickman clearly adopts recognisable physical tropes, the intention is to frame psychological transformation. The features of the “real world” appear to remain mimetically authentic and, in fact, satirise the classical Gothic “writing of excess,” as Fred Botting puts it (Punter, 283). Throughout previous entries the narrator professes admiration for (and adoration of) Percy Shelley and Lord Byron, whom she understands are currently living in a nearby property. She longs to meet them, wishing privately that they too had been invited to social events that she attends. Yet, when the narrator unexpectedly encounters both men out riding one afternoon, her reports are more anatomical than poetic: “I fear that my main impression was of both giaours looking considerably older than I had expected and Lord Byron considerably more corpulent (as well as being quite grey-headed, though I believe only at the start of his life's fourth decade). Mr Shelley was remarkably untidy in his dress and Lord Byron most comical.” (Aickman, 120)

Such caricatures subvert not only the expectation of idolatry, but also the ever-pervasive draw of eighteenth-century Gothic literature itself, especially when reliant on its own cosmetic tropes. Through their underwhelming corporeality, Aickman exposes the folly of mythologising literary figures, framing their works in such a way as to reveal their hitherto unspoken, human limitations. In this way, Aickman's appropriation of Gothic tropes re-frames the Gothic, creating something opposite to historical interpretation. Instead of reconstituting the semantics of vampirism in order to write a traditional horror story and, rather than utilising the appropriate registers of the fictional document for a solely journal-shaped narrative, Aickman interlaces effects of both genres to create a new, singular kind of narrative.

In the final entries, the formerly gradual narrative disintegration grows ever more swift. The reader’s empathy towards the narrator lessens as she explicitly differentiates between the familiar narrative of the corporeal world and the unsettling narrative of her seducer’s nocturnal realm. Although written as a personal journal, the final few entries feel censoriously private, as the narrative recedes further from reality. She begins to find less reason to write, claiming, after three days without an entry, that there was “nothing to relate but him, and of him nothing that can be related.” (127) The fragmentation of time during these final entries emphasises, and distorts, the space between - as Todorov identifies it - the Erzählzeit (time of narration), and the Erzählzeit Zeit (time of narrated action) (123). Although the events are written down in present-tense at this stage, it is impossible to determine the immediacy of the reporting. The text, therefore, exists in temporal limbo, where it is relative to innumerable moments, yet none can definitely be accounted for or contextualised as a particular moment in time.

Ultimately, “Pages” becomes an uncanny text due to the same fragmentation and layering of space and time which gave it a sense of authenticity in the first place. As the narrator's humanity diminishes, so does our ability to relate to her and the events that she plays a part in. She begins to adopt an atavistic point of view, commenting of the wolves, which now encircle the grounds below her balcony at night, as being “prominent among my new people. My blood will be theirs, and theirs mine.” (130) According to Jules Zanger, an important effect of diminishing “the role of the human” in vampire fiction is that “the sympathies of the reader or viewer no longer have a human locus to which they can attach themselves, no human character with whom to identify.” (Gordon & Hollinger, 21) In the final entry of “Pages”, the narrator is alone, seemingly abandoned by the other characters, but content with her solitary state. She becomes a spectre, effectively haunting her own narrative. The text abruptly ends in a long-abandoned property, as destitute as the narrator herself: “Somehow I have found my way back to bed. It has become exceedingly cold, almost icy. For some reason I think of all the empty rooms in this battered old palazzo (as I am sure it once was), so fallen from their former stateliness. I doubt if I shall write any more. I do not think I shall have any more to say.” (130)

This final entry emphasises the narrator's spectral doubling. The transformed narrator uses the conduit of the original narrator one last time, and finds it wanting. She has fully entered the realm of the Supernatural Real, which cannot be represented through traditional narrative. “To speak the Real,” claims Berthin once again, “is to avoid the Real by turning its unrepresentability into an image, a concept or an approximation.” (36) In the final sentence, the concept of the reader as voyeur is brought into focus. We witness the very moment the narrator abandons the narrative and, as a consequence, are left exposed, desiring some form of explanation or continuation. Here, Aickman indicates not only discursive limitations of that most “human” of forms of documentation, but also the limitations of human comprehension regarding the absolutely alien.

Steven J. Mariconda describes Aickman's approach to horror as “free-floating.” (Joshi, 293) It can apparently have no locus. In “Pages From a Young Girl's Journal” Aickman highlights the free-floating reality of comprehension. The well-worn tropes of the literary Gothic, and the modern literary journal, can create something that is, ultimately, more myth than reality. Idolatrous and unreasonable expectations inevitably breed disappointment when the actuality of something is revealed. Yet, used outside of eighteenth-century literary methods, and narrated with contemporary psychological authenticity, the use of the literary vampire “at the end of an unprecedented secular century,” (Joshi, 240) (as Aickman himself deemed it) can achieve a much more intimate effect. This is made possible through the simulated realism of the artefact and, in so doing, exposes “the void behind the face of order.” (Gordon & Hollinger, 3)

Works Cited

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